cupid yang stupid ! mengAIM org jaa baa ! :D

cik aezm baru ada mood mao m'update ne messy bloggie selepas dya m'delete suma post yg ada kaitan ma saturang mr so-perasan-d-sukak :D banyak mao kongsi cerr . haha . MRSMT ? ak rasa lebi besh . haha . yaa . ada sum1 yang make me feel i was really appreciated d sana . we're getting closer . i lyk him . he said he lyk me . BUT , for sure , nothing more than friend will happen . i cant escape da truth ; he got her (: ehmm . when he study in da same class witt me , when he annoys me and make me kry , i even say ;  EEE ! NAMAO SEKELAS DGN MANUSIA YANG BEGITU ! CEPAT LAA ROMBAK ! , when he text and call me to apologise , when da class d rombak , when i kry becoz i'm not in da same class wit him anymore [ i regret my own word ! ], when we become closer , when his phoney kena rampas ole warden , when i started to feel lonely without his annoying word , when da both of us become a partner in a motivation programme , when he tex me using his friend's phoney , when he said dat he 'hate' me , when we sit together on our journey back to college after da facyfacy outing talkin' about 'hate' [ i secretly wish dat we have some little more extra tym ] , when we're on da phone , i juz want to hear him talkin' about him , his lyf and himself (: i shut my non-stop-talkin'-fuckin' mouth up . 2 hours on da phone . his words , our conversation , a whole new prespective for me . he make me realise , it iz all about da risk to always exploring new thing in lyf . and lyf iznt all about FUN lyk i thought it was . and all da moment wit him iz da moment i treasured . i think i cant help it to keep fallin' for him . haha . yaa . i'll try to get over it . ' I LYK U ' iz not an assurance for him to be mine , kn . hee . ALLAH ! cupid ne stupid ! dya m'aim org yg slh ! haha .

it was lyk ;

When you think he’s you’re prince charming, but you’re not his cinderella, move on.

i often feel very stupid to kry over him . he doesnt even knows it . huhh . cm jaa dya tuu bf ku -_____-''