OHH! no study, please!

assalamualaikum. kalau ta jawab dosa, kalau jawab sayang. *gelak minta penampar :3

baru ingat cerita ni bila kakak aku tanya semalam, 

ben, kau ta rasa mau give up study ka?

macam salah orang tu dia tanya. i've thought about it for years! but, what to do, i, too want to have bright future, kan. aiyaya. since when i become Ms-Super-Mature? hmp. 

it comes to more depressing realisation about giving up study when i caught up doodling in Chemistry,

Ms. Low-Volume : Aezalia, awak lukis apa tu? *muka menyampah

Aku : Err, ehmm. Ohh, teda laa, cekgu. *fuck, fuck, fuck!

Ms. Low-Voice : Dari tadi saya nampak awak asyik lukis-lukis je. *more annoyed  

the class become quiet and it's a shame how i didnt realise she was staring at me all the time. like, it is my fault when i suddenly carried away while doodling HEARTshapes on the module? they never train you to taught in such low voice, did they? btw, sorry laa, teacher. but, it just cant be helped, okeyy? plus, i dont have such interest in learning your subject. so, peace no war, babe..